My best friend and the third roommate have decided to just up and leave two weeks ago with out giving me any sort of notice. Of course they do this at the height of my stress, leaving me to wonder if they are going to back out of this house deal entirely.

I had to have a long discussion with my best friend over the phone not too long ago about this because their leaving is very over whelming at this point. I don’t know why it is so easy for people to just throw me away like this – as if my problems aren’t worth their concern, but their problems must be issues that I take seriously.

As you can probably see – due to the lack of updates on here, I’ve been extremely busy with stuff related to the house. It’s become absolutely tiring. It is tough to find time to even write an update.

All the stress related to the house is really doing a number on the sleep I’ve been getting – I’ve been averaging about 3 hours a day. Since the best friend moved out I don’t really have anyone I can go to to get some relief.

My closing date has been moved back to the 30th of this month from it’s original date of the 20th. This of course adds to the stress.

I can’t remember what it feels like to be happy.